fri morning, gegirl kena demam…panas. merengek2. ai went off to work, tapi dia peluk tak bagi pi keje

nanti mommy balik tau, mommy pi work lu

tak nakkkkkkkk tak nakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, adik nak mommyyyyyyyyyyyy

hemm, camner nih, sian lahai anak

ok camni, mommy pi work tanya boss mommy, boleh tak mommy tak work arini, so nanti mommy balik. i ll ask my boss first kay

ok, itu boleh

hehehehe

so aku pi keje, dari opis tepon dia, suara cebik2 nangis ‘mommy dah tanya boss mommy tak?’

dah tanya dah, he said ok, jap gi lunch mommy balik

lunch 2 jam lebih for fri, aku rushed back home….tak mandi lagi dia.

mandi shampookan dia, siap aku scrub berus gigi kan dia wewangi. pakai baju sikat rambut lotion bedak. suap makan. n baru dia segar.

pasni mommy gi work balik ke?

ha ah, tadi kan boss mommy bagi balik lunch hour jer

ok tapi nanti mommy balik umah balik?

ye ye, nanti pas work mommy balik

since i have 50min lagi sblm waktu kerja bermula at 245pm, aku amik nap kejap sblh dia. perkhhh, wpun 10min. nikmatnya hai. yelah kat luor tu jem ngan panas ngan bahangnya. kelemahan aku kalau driving kuor waktu macam tu memang mata aku kuyu jer. kat umah pun sama.

that s y aku tak leh blog waktu siang hari, mata aku mesti kong.

i rushed back to office when sampai2 jer klcc’s parking, cikgu abang pulak tepon katakan abang pulak demam. duh! sekali 2 serentak anak2 aku demam kali ni. dah tak dan aku nak nempuh jem ngan nak masuk kerja. so aku pass kat Sirman, Sirman lagi lah keje kat ujung utan belintan, n my family members went to abang’s school to fetch him. sib baiklah aku ni dok umah dekat2 ngan family sendiri, and sekolah anak aku pun dedekat jugak.

kalaulah aku duduk kat JB ke Terengganu ke, halahai sapa nak kumohon bantuan?

skang budak demam jer cikgu tak tunggu, terus call makpak suh amik anak bawak balik. wpun abang sudah pernah kena H1N1, stillll…

fyi, itu wajah saya selepas few days berhuruhara…ai know i m not good in make up, but there s always room of improvement, but something wrong ngan muka aku tu coz it doesnt apply with sincerity, itu main capuk2. baik tak yah letak kan? arrrhhh!! malas lah nak pikir. entry ni is all bout my kids. not bout me.

my parents were then kidnapped my kids and bawak balik. knowing abang, wpun demam balik je umah tetiba sudah sihat. kan senang je ubat dia. dapat lak remote control tv astro tu lagilahhhhhhhhh meloncat2 cepat kebah. both are fine, alhamdulillah. i really2 hope lah. the last sekali depa 2 kena demam waktu abang was infected ngan H1N1. itu memang critical situation.

that s the traffic that i had to face, merempuh 1jam setengah nya jem maut. ya haii…!! y kl y lah ko nya jem teruk bonar kalau ari jemaat. nak nak lagi kalau ujan. at nite, dedua kids tidur di kiri kanan saya. bapaknya kena halau tidur luar. ibu akan susah senang bersama anak2….mak aku pung sama. mak korang pun sama. korang yang mak mak pun sama.

mental physical aku memang seiring sangat kedaung, not in good position, but alhamdulillah i manage to cover it in front of the important ppl for eg to the kids, to the readers. it looks like, this week is not a good week to me. i sense something is wrong somewhere since Monday morning, n even Friday, there s no ending yet. but i put aside everything, coz the family is the most important thing in my life. hari tu budak2 ni tanya napa aku nangis2 nampak sembab, mak ko jatuh longkang yang oiii.…simple answer to the kids. they are still small to know bout the truth.

oh kids dah ok yer, so dont worry bout them.

n sorry to a fren for the cancellation of our lunch date too, nanti akak qada’ kan semula, gegirl needs me more.